A Beautiful Lie Than A Ugly Truth

The Truth always hurts. Given a choice i would rather be told a lie. A magnificently concocted lie to keep me in the dark
But today when i finally knew the truth, i actually felt myself crying inside me,my heart shattered into a thousands pieces. I felt a sensation i had never experienced before . It was like pandora's box opened for the first time. Emotions poured out within me,yet the resilient receptors discouraged me from crying.

Love makes a person blind and obviously oblivious to the suroundings. Truth be told, the truth was right in front of me all this while. There's many things I wish I didn't knew.But this was something I must live with everyday for the rest of my mortal life.

I held her in my arms today, a little one free from the constraints of the world. In that instance, my paternal instincts dormant all these time within me became active. All i wanted that moment was to protect her nothing else. I felt that i was ready to be a father. I was ready for fatherhood was i not ?

I understood that she was committed to raising the child single handedly so i will never broach the subject of US . She knew i was avoiding her,but for whatever reasons she will never know. But neither does she owe me an explanation . Time is contagious and i hope it will mend our hearts.

A Beautiful Lie Than A Ugly Truth is all that i desire.

“Everything happens for a reason”.

Life is a issue I cannot fully comprehend yet I have never speculated on the phenomenon of love .By far it is the most intellectual question that keeps me pondering about and leaves me in dilemma yet I am still not mentally sharp .

It's rather amazing when u see individuals coming together as a couple yet u would never know if they would take the vows of marriage and walk down the flowery aisle . Life is simply unpredictable to mere mortals like us. Hence I would say Love and Life is governed by a predetermined fate. Murphy's Law has always been embodied in our lives since the beginning of time.You will never know what you are going to get don't we ?

“Everything happens for a reason” now this statement is severely overused. This actually makes me contemplate whether the world would be a better place if God actually spoke to us via some kinds of communication.. Help us in the face of some technical difficulties we might encounter . Give us a decent explanation to why shit happens to us. But alas it doesn't work that way .

Nursing was a profession I had simply not given any consideration in the same way that i had considered other possible careers. And this was not matched by a desire to be a nurse.

Nevertheless by a twist of fate i join nursing somehow. All i could say it was divine intervention. God had already will that i do my service to mankind as a nurse. In these 2 years i found strength to carry on whenever i helped someone in need. The poor, the sick , destitute and even the decadents of society deserve the best i have to offer. The roles of nurses in society has somehow evolved. Its true that we think out of the box , we have to become more versatile , resilient. Patients ask me why they are diagnosed with diseases, i retort back simply by saying “Everything happens for a reason”.

Now i am blogging here without a clue and reason . Why is it so ?
“Everything happens for a reason lor ".